What i said tonight was harsh. as fuck but i meant what i said and you say i lie to you all the time but really i dont. its just why waste your breath saying something that you have tried to get into ones head. I know you wont call. You never do unless no one else will answer, but do you realize im always there. or even care.
Im coming to my breaking point where i want to give up but i cant because i will lose everything i have worked so hard for. For what reason.. i still cant tell myself.
