December 2011
1 post
November 2010
4 posts
“We Dont Need No Education :)”
October 2010
2 posts
I Want To Run.
Far away. Where I can live the perfect life and don’t have to face reality.
Run away from all the bullshit this town and people have put me through. Its about that time to just pack up and leave. My inital goal is to never come back and see the reaction of the people who claimed to be my friends. In the last six months i have lost alot i have worked for, for years. The one i thought i loved...
April 2010
1 post
December 2009
8 posts
Lets Go Back.
Your leaving to run away from everything and anything you have ever had. and i want to stop you but i cant be the person you blame for stoppin you.
Sitting here and thinking of the years we have been friends. The Good times, Bad times, and Unforgetable times. It worries me that those year are going to turn into nothing. Ive never had a best friend like you. and i dont ever want you to forget...
Don't Call
I’ll wait up For you, for years To hear you say Maybe today.
I just wish things would happen for the right reason for once. its all i ask for but maybe its to much? im just really frustrated with everything. Im the last person on anyones list, even on my own. i feel like i do so much for the people i love but get nothing in return. Maybee just one day the tables will turn and i will finally get...
November 2009
12 posts
You build me up just to let me down.
What i said tonight was harsh. as fuck but i meant what i said and you say i lie to you all the time but really i dont. its just why waste your breath saying something that you have tried to get into ones head. I know you wont call. You never do unless no one else will answer, but do you realize im always there. or even care.
Im coming to my breaking point where i want to give up but i cant...
October 2009
14 posts
Only Time
Have you ever wanted to ask a question, but you didn’t, because you knew in your heart that you wouldn’t be able to handle the answer?
It bothers me everyday just thinking about all the uncertainty in the world and when will it all become clear, if that. Its like we all live for another person and never ourselves just to make sure at every moment of time they are happy, whether it makes or breaks...
If you could change..
One thing in your past what would it be?
I was on the phone last night and this question made me think what i would want to change. It just now came to exactly what i would do.
Honestly I never would have told you how strong of feelings I have for you. because maybe if you didnt understand how i really felt about you, that little thought you have about how we feel completely different for each...
Awayy Awayy
You’re not perfect sport, and let me save you the suspense. This girl you met, she isn’t perfect either. But the question is: Whether or not you’re perfect for each other. That’s the whole deal, that’s what intimacy is all about. Now you can know everything in the world sport, But the only way you’re finding out that one is by giving it a shot.
Is The Juice Worth The Squeeze?
Alot of people dont know what they want to do with themselves, when it comes to figuring out what they really want and who they want. and if its even the right thing to do. Their brain thinks one thing but the heart says another. I believe it takes time for someone to realize everything they have been looking for is right in front of them. Not alot of people can take this fucked up world but in...
Owl City :)
Time together isn’t ever quite enough When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home What will it take to make or break this hint of love? We need time, only time When we’re apart, whatever are you thinking of? If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone? So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love? All the time, all the time.
The words that myself nor my...
THE TRUTH
Hi world. im the person that has been in many of the blogs you read. i am the best friend that is loved in more then one way. my name is Nick. i am loved by a an amazing girl. a girl that really deserves the world and then some. she is a person that has shown me more love and friendship then any other person. she is a person that loves me more then anything. she is also the person that is hurt...
You Move On...
When Your Heart Finally Understands, What’s Best For You.
September 2009
3 posts
echo
You did it to yourself now your all by all yourself acting like you hate me I left because you made me you played me to the left now theres nobody left to hear you complaining to and all your hearing is your own echo
No one to hear you your all alone
Sometimes.
we put up walls, not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down
Fuck.
School
August 2009
1 post
Atmosphere :)
All we need is because, come and party with us Take care of you when you’re passed out Right there with you in your glass house
June 2009
4 posts
Needs To Get
Blazed out her mind. The fuck out of this town. And so muchh moree
I cant take this shit much longer. It hasnt even been a month since Ive been on probation and the days arent going by fast enough. i want this summer to go away, this year past and get the fuck out of here.
As of now i feel like i have noone here for me. I know i do but having someone to talk to and having some one here to help...
Holdin It Down.
Been through a lot this last year Like everything I love is slipping away And every time I come home Somebody it isn’t there I got to get it together I got to do things for myself I’ve giving everything Plus you take some from me I need some room to breath
Thiss Explains My Current Life.
ADTR <3
Addicted.
Soo as my family sit here and tell me what my problems are and how i need help.
I look at all of them and see my problems in them selves. My Stepdad drinks to much, my dad has a little bit to many cigs, and my mom is extremely bipolar. i dont know if they realize but they are all so hypocritical it makes me sick. Now i have to go get help but will they ever?
Thinking about whats going to come in...
Fucked Up.
Nothing can get better, and always seems to get fucked up even more. The one i really just want to talk things out with never answers his fucking phone. Im now moving to brandon.whcch i hope my dad comes threw and gets a house because i dont want to live out there or with certain people. Work fucking sucks. All there is is drama. Thinking about gettin transfered but need to figure other shit out. ...